Perhaps you weren't supposed to be MY happy ever after, but I was yours? What if our time together was not for me, but for you? You were not supposed to make me so happy, so loved - that it was just a side effect. What if you were not given to me, but I was given to you? To make the time you had as good as I could. Maybe the blessings I got were not the point of it allbut yours were? What if i was but a tool to make your life all it could be while you were here? This doesn't make it hurt any less...but it changes things in my heart, and in my mind. I still struggle with the reality the your not here. I will always love you Dave. I love you as much today as I ever have.